Fuck four months. Its the hardest month of any relationship i’ve ever been in.
Do ever miss being with her? Do you ever miss the time you two spent together last summer? Do you wish you with her rather than me?
Someone I've drifted away from.
Jacob, I miss you a lot. Ever since prom we havent talked at all. You were always my favorite of chaz’s friends and i used to love talking to you. You’ve changed though. You’re no longer that sweetheart that was always there for me if i was having a bad day and needed someone to talk to. Ever since you left the davis’s house your entire life has gone downhill. Im hoping...
7974.) I always wonder how many ppl will show up...
So yesterday was definitely a bad day turned great. I was in a horrible mood before vbs and even if those girls are craaaaaaaazy i still love them. After that me and emily met grant at celebration and saw despicable me. Freaking adorable movie. Hung out in the parking lot for a good half an hour with the two of them trying to figure out what we were going to do. We ended up just all coming back...
Sorry for all of the negativity today.
Its unlike me, but im not in a good mood at all right now. I just want vbs to be done so i can go to the movies with emily and grant. Then my night will be three thousand times better.
I cant wait for band camp, i dont want to be in this house right now. At all.
My cousin paid for everyones tickets to get out there, why the fuck couldnt i go?
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i just attempted to play fetch with my cat. He...
This is why i hate when my mom is gone. I cant stand being home alone with my dad. He makes me want to slap him across the face sometimes.
The person i wish would forgive me.
Mike, I know i shouldnt want you to forgive me, you’re the one who cheated on me five times, but i cant help that i would still like to be friends with you. Thats not aloud though. I havent really been aloud to talk to you for about two years now, but i always try to and then get forced to tell you i cant talk again and i always feel really bad for doing that. I know it pisses you off that...
I want to cuddle with you right now
Dear Miss Miranda,
Thank you for allowing me to be in your ballet class tonight and work on my pointe, it was very nice of you. Im sorry you’ve had to deal with that crazy girl for the past four weeks. I wanted to smack her after a half an hour. Well anyways, thank you again and i cant wait to take pictures with you someday. Love your favorite assistant, Lily =)
So many people are selling their warped tour tickets, i want them so badly =(
Damn, i wish i was on my way to israel right now.
7467.) pms turns me into a crazy emotional bitch...
(via yourconfessions) Most definitely!
7464.) I really just want to wake up where you...
Its been a meh day, with its ups and downs. I enjoyed my photoshoot with carol, enjoyed getting to see jack today and the slurpee he brought me. I do not like the fact that my mom is leaving for israel tomorrow, i hate when shes gone. It sucks a lot. Working the desk tomorrow night at the studio, other then that probably being lazy alllll day.
The person who caused you a lot of pain.
Chaz, I dont have much to say to you, other then you broke the shit out of my heart. Im done with you, i once loved you, but now its different. I’ll always be there for you, but only as a friend. -Lily
i love my boyfriend.
Whenever im in a bad mood he comes over to see me. He is such a sweetheart.
I love my friends
Went to the mall yesterday with hannah, sarah and rachel. We all bought dresses at charlotte russe =) After the mall me, hannah and rachel went and worked at a vbs which was a lot more fun then i thought it would be. Those kids were adorable. After that we went back to hannahs, then the office, then rachels, then meijers with my mom and then back to my house. We had a good night. I love spending...
Someone deceased that i wish i could talk to.
This one was the hardest to write yet. Grandpa, I miss you a lot. Nothing has been the same since you died, especially being up in oscoda. Im glad rose and her family came up so grandma had some company. I know i wasnt your favorite, we all know that was ellen but i dont care. I know you still loved all of us, whether you showed it or not. At the funeral all we ever heard were stories of the...
lovegivesmehope: Today, my boyfriend came over and met my parents. Then he left, and my Dad told me that my boyfriend loved me. I smiled and asked, “How do you know?” He said, “Because he looks at you the same way I look at your Mother.” <3
Re-discovering old music: classic.
Last night was a gooood night.
Hannah came over, then trevor came to give my mom a presentation so we got to see him. Then trevor drove us to rachels. Who i hadnt seen in over a month!! It was so great just sitting there and talking with hannah and rachel, i love them both very much. Then me and hannah came home, stayed up until about three talking. Today i shall spend my day watching lord of the rings, and then later with...
Someone i dont talk to as much as i used to.
Lately there has been a lot of people i havent been talking to, but for the most part its getting a lot better. I feel like im reconnecting with a lot of people that i missed. Theres still a few people though that i really miss talking to, i know it might feel weird to you guys sometimes considering im not dating your best friend anymore but i still love all of you and will always enjoy talking to...
Someone i wish i could meet.
there isnt really anyone i wish i could meet either, i guess theres a few people that i wish i could have met before they passed away but thats about it. -Lily
I think i need to delete my myspace. Reading these old messages every once inawile is not healthy at all.
Lack of flip flops.
My black flip flops went missing tonight at dance, im quite sad about it. Even though i have like five other pairs of flip flops, they just arent black so they dont match everything. Ohhh welll, im hoping they’re in mirandas purse. On the other hand, im really loving how my life is going right now. Camp is always fun, i’ve spent so much time with my friends lately. I feel like im...
dearoldlove: I didn’t check your Facebook once today. Well, maybe once.
It sucks! I forgot my camera at the studio today, so i had no picture to post for my 365. Bah!